I was on annual leave again today, so after breakfast I walked Oliver to school in the sunshine. Yes, sunshine! It was a glorious winters (nearly Spring) morning, a bit cool but no wind or rain for a change. After Id dropped a very chatty and talkative Oliver off, I came home and went for a gentle run. I got home and Joanne was still asleep in bed.
She has been in a lot of pain recently and even the smallest activity is leaving her exhausted and crippled in pain. I didnt want to disturb her so I sat on the settee for a while, freezing cold after my run. I pulled the throw over me and woke an hour later! I made some lunch and jumped into a hot bath before going to get my boy from school. I loved listening to him chatter on the way home, telling me about his day. Im so proud of him.
That evening we had a parents evening so I managed to get Joanne up and ready to go. Oliver went to my Sisters while we went to his school (only 100 yards from my sisters). Oliver had done really well in his tests / sats or whatever they are! and was hitting most of his targets. Even though he'd had a few "blips" before half term his report was excellent and I will say it again, he inspires me every day. The way he deals with his Autism is amazing and he tries really hard and I love him to bits for it!
After parents evening Joanne went straight to bed and I played with Oliver for a while before bed. In the night, Joanne was in a lot of pain and I think she cant have got more than an hours sleep through the night. We've managed to get a chiropractor to see her and he seems really confident he can relieve some of her pain. Lets hope!
Running: 9.54 miles / 11.20min mile avg / 1hr 48 min
I set off feeling quite low. Joannes health just isn't getting any better and I'm totally lost as to what to do with her. The ME seems to have really taken root and is exhausting her 24/7. I'm really struggling to motivate her lately and I know shes really depressed. Its not good.
I think all I can do is be there for her for now and keep trying - I wont quit and I'm not willing to give up on her.
Anyway, I was a bit stiff from yesterdays impromptu speedy run so I decided I just needed to get out in the sun for a while. I found my way down to Biggar Bank and decided to go South for a change. I ran along the beach path for a while then joined a small path through the shale and shingle which lead towards the heavily eroded sandy cliffs.
Costa Del Walney |
Erosion at work |
Beachcomber! |
It was meant to be a run, not a swim! |
Snow capped mountains in the distance |
I continued on the shoreline for a while and came across some bizarre formations. The marsh grasses had been washed over the round pebbles and reminded me of a classic comb over on a bald man. I chuckled to myself and it reminded me of the old Hamlet advert (you will have to be over 40 to remember a time when the used to advertise cigarettes and cigars on the TV!) with the Rab C Nesbitt actor Ian McColl in a photo booth trying to cover his bald head with two strands of hair! Ive found his picture:
"Happiness is a cigar called Hamlet" |
However, the rock comb overs turned out to be death traps and slippy as hell so I moved onto the road which ran alongside them and continued on towards home. I was out for quite a while but thoroughly enjoyed my run out in the winter sun.
Food Diary:
Breakfast:Post run nutribullet protein shake - Banana, Pineapple, coconut milk, lime, almonds
Lunch:
Nothing - I was full from my smoothie!
Mid afternoon - Oatcakes with Hummous
Dinner:
BBQ bacon chicken with rice and roasted veg
Chicken wrapped in bacon, served with rice and roasted veg with a drizzle of Levi Roots Carribean BBQ sauce. mmmm |
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